summer tv watching plans( my cable got shut off and i’m stealing internet so i can watch netflix edition)

-finish buffy

-watch grey’s anatomy

-finish nip/tuck

-finish breaking bad

any suggestions?　

today was a good day because i bought underwear, and replenished my makeup collection.

it was not a good day because victoria’s secret didn’t have the bra i wanted in my size.　

i just went on a “run” ( i use that term very loosely) with my sister.

the fact that i haven’t worked out in months, smoke cigarettes, and have a mild form of asthma hit me like a ton of bricks.　

FUCK everyone who posts spoilers the night a show airs without tagging them.

things that remind how uncomfortable i am with my body:

- when boys that i think are cute try to pick me up.　

my favorite thing in the world is making other people laugh.

like i don’t even know what i was talking about, but last night i said something and my best friend’s mom laughed til the point where she could barely breathe.

i love that. i think it would be fun to be a comedian, but i don’t think i could ever do that.　

it’s always weird when my mom falls asleep watching a movie and then i go in her room to turn the tv off and the next thing that came on was porn.　

i’m in need of a change so i’m cutting my hair tomorrow, i would tonight but i can’t find the scissors.

it’s going to be between, 

being on the internet all the time has only given me a better understanding of how stupid everyone else　 is.

i love writing something that i think is dumb and then going back and reading it over.

i wrote this poem a couple of months ago.

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something about ships passing in the night, 

or a myriad of other sleepy cliches 

i’m mostly tired

of feeling like this

i mostly wish 

just once.

someone

would decide how they feel, 

before they decide to 

put their hands in places,

that make me feel.